A few weeks ago, I got a chance to speak with Boston-based
independent singer/songwriter, Chad Perrone. During our talk, Perrone
opened up about his remarkable new LP, Kaleidoscope (reviewed here),
the relationship woes and writer's block struggles that inspired the
album, his new approach to songwriting, and the crowdfunding campaign
that made the new record possible.
Chad Perrone (CP): So yeah, you got the new album!
Craig Manning (CM): Yeah, yeah, really enjoying it!
CP: Thank you. It was kind of a very different process than, like, anything else we’ve done before.
CM: Yeah, there’s a lot of 80s influence. I was wondering what you were listening to when you were recording.
CP: I think Dennis (Carroll)* said it best, but I think this is
kind of like a record I’ve been dying to make for…probably since I left
Averi. I just never had the balls to actually execute and commit. But
I’m a kid of the 80s: I was born in that time, so my early influences
were…you know…listening to some soft rock radio with my mom or going
through some of my dad’s old CDs or tapes. And, you know, Phil Collins
has always been a big influence on everything I’ve done. I think some of
that has maybe has popped up in previous records a little bit, but this
time around I just decided to be completely, unabashedly candid and
open about where some of those previous influences came from.
CM: So it’s been…how long ago was your last one? Four years ago?
CP: Yeah, four years.
CM: So what’s been going on? Have you written since then?
CP: Well, I went through a horrible writer’s block for a long
time. And I just really though that everything I was writing was
complete shit. And that’s actually how this whole record came about. It
was a combination of like, a conscious decision, and it kind of happened
in a very organic way. Which is weird to say because the whole record
is very (sonically) inorganic, I guess.
Every time I would sit down with just an acoustic guitar…like, it all
sounded the same to me. I felt like was coming up with similar melodies,
and wasn’t coming up with things that were fresh and new to me. So I
started to—I mean, there are a few songs on the new record that were
written in the traditional way, the traditional "Chad" way of just me
and an acoustic guitar—but there’s a number of these tunes that, you
know, I would play something on Garage Band, like play a chord
progression on some synthy keyboard patch, and I’d put a hip hop beat
behind it or something, and I would just loop it, and just sit there and
see how many different melodies I could come up with.
I think the song "Match" was born that way; the song "For the Weekend"
was born that way; the chorus of "Feel Everything" kind of came about
that way. And it was just…it kind of forced me to kind of hear different
melodies. Like, "Recovery is a Long Road" came out that way. But also, a
lot of that stuff didn’t really start happening until the middle or the
end of last year. So there was like, a good duration or period of time
when I hadn’t really written anything. Nothing that I really liked,
anyway.
CM: Yeah, the first track ("Minor Letdowns") I think is sort of a nice bridge between Release
and this. It has the same soaring melody sort of thing as the last
album, and then you go into the 80s stuff as the album goes on.
CP: Yeah, "Minor Letdowns" is a song…it was a song that’s
probably more than two years old, but it’s kind of…I hated the original
chorus, and I kind of rewrote the verses. I mean, it’s kind of just
transitioned itself into what it is today.
CM: I was wondering a little bit about how all the crowdfunding stuff went. Did you do that for the last one?
CP: No. To be honest with you, I’ve always been really reluctant
to do it. Namely because I feel like everybody and their mother is doing
it, you know like, I think I started getting a little annoyed at the
amount of emails I was getting from different people who were doing
crowdfunding campaigns about their new record. And I’ve never been
somebody…I would say that probably the biggest detriment to me ever
being more successful than I am is the fact that I can’t stand promoting
my own music. I hate beating people over the head about stuff, like
about shows or about an album. I don’t like doing it. I don’t like
soliciting things for money, or…I prefer to kind of just let things go
about on the word of mouth thing. You put it out there, if people want
to support, they’ll support. If not, that’s no big deal.
But yeah, so it was good! We got to like 50%...because essentially you
have like a 60 day period to meet your goal, and if you don’t…
CM: Yeah, that sounds about right.
CP: And uh, so we got kind of down to the wire and then things picked up again and we got to our 100 percent goal.
CM: So what were you going to do if you didn’t make that…?
CP: I don’t know, probably go sit in the corner and cry. (Laughs)
No, I think we probably would have explored other options. The other
big difference with this album that made this much different than any
other album we’d ever done is…every other record I’ve ever done has been
this huge collaboration. I’ve got the group of guys that I play music
with, but then it’s always been…so Steve (Belleville)* and Dennis have
always been a part of it, but then you know, having all these other
musicians on it. And like, tons of people touch the albums, you know,
you have guest people come in, etc.
But it was really important to me that this album be just Dennis, Steve,
and I. And so, there’s nobody else that’s touched this record. Nobody
else sang or did anything on this album but the three of us. We played
everything and programmed everything and…you know. And that was
important to me too, because this is like the first time on any record,
probably since…well, maybe even more so than when I was in a band, this
album was a huge collaboration. I let go of the reigns a lot on this
record. Steve and Dennis have been playing with me for almost a decade,
so they get me probably better than other people do, but this is like
the first time where I really kind of let two other guys, two people
kind of come in and help steer the ship. And they’d do a lot of
arranging and playing and I would just show up and I’d be like "That
sounds great, alright, let me lay down a vocal!"
It also felt good too, you know, it worked out because I’ve got a full
time job and couldn’t be there all the time. And we did some stuff like
remotely where things would get uploaded to Dropbox and I’d lay down a
track in my apartment and send it to them. So, it worked out. But it was
really nice to not feel the pressure or the stress of having to be
there for every single note that was played, which is what I think I’ve
done to myself on past records. I’ve been a bit more of a control freak,
and this time I kind of learned to let go a little bit.
CM: Would you say there’s an overall theme to this record? Or something that sort of inspired the title (Kaleidoscope)? Or I guess, an overall feeling you had when you were writing?
CP: Hmmm…so, this is the second time for an album where I didn’t
come up with the title for the record, but the people who designed the
cover did. Pilot Studio, they also did the cover for Wake. And,
you know, they had asked me kind of a similar question, like, did I
think there was a certain vibe, and I said, "No, not really." You know, I
think, obviously a big chunk of the record…I was engaged for awhile.
And that ended. Not necessarily 100 percent my decision. And so, a lot
of the songs lyrically (not all) were born out of that period of time
and it was kind of encompassing not just the one point after the break
up, but it kind of encompassed a lot of the different steps of getting through
that break-up. You know, "Gone" is obviously a song that was written
right after. But then, you know, a song like "Match," which is kind of
cliché, but that was written shortly after about me being frustrated and
trying to get back out there and do the online dating thing and try
that.
You know, I think you could listen to the record, or look at the lyrics,
and say "Oh gee, another sad Chad Perrone record." But I think kind of
buried in a lot of the soons is a bit of a hint of optimism. Even in
"Minor Letdowns," one of the big sentiments might be, "Okay, this is
ending." But it was also kind of like, "Look, we both realize that this
doesn’t work, but some of the things that you want me to change are
probably going to be something that somebody else falls madly, crazy in
love with." You know, at some point. When I find her...
Even "Love Me Better" has that idea. And "Recovery is a Long Road" is
kind of another, kind of starting to feel like I'm coming out of that
deep dark hole that I was in for awhile.
But as far as a theme, you know, our idea is that we wanted to stay with
a non-organic approach. You know, I think "Minor Letdowns" is the only
song on the record…and it’s only for that first chorus...where a piano
and an acoustic guitar show up at all. The whole rest of the record,
like nothing else…you know? And that was kind of intentional. Dennis was
always more afraid or worried that, like, the record was going to be
too far out there. But I think we all really just warmed up to the
direction we decided to go in.
I think we’re all pretty ready for people to have differing opinions of
the album, you know? I made my peace with the fact that there are going
to be some people who have supported me for a long time who don’t care
for the direction we’ve gone in, or they like older stuff better. And
you know what? I’m okay with that. And as much as it sounds like kind of
a dickhead thing to say, Steve and Dennis and I, I think we made this
record kind of for us. We were stretching our legs and kind of going
into uncharted territory and trying some different things. And that’s
not to say I won’t make another record like Release or Wake. But this felt good to kind of push myself.
CM: And that’s good too, because you can never really…even if you
try to recapture something you’ve done in the past, you’ll still get
people who are like, "Oh, I like the old one better."
CP: Sure, and then you also run the risk of things starting to
sound stale. Like I said, I knew for me that even from a songwriting
standpoint that things started to feel a little stale. It was all stuff I
had done before.
CM: Do you have a favorite song on here?
CP: I don’t. It’s a good question, I feel like I get asked that a
lot. But I don’t. I can never pick a favorite song on any record. I
probably would have a story for every single song that makes it
different or original or something I’m proud of. Whether it’s the lyric
or the melody or how the song came out from where it was in my head to
where it ended up.
CM: You sent me a list of songs** that you decided to reprise in
the closer, "A Fine Departure." How did you decide which songs to throw
in there?
CP: It was less about any kind of lyrical content, I think, and
more about what songs kind of fit. Which songs could we modify or adjust
to melodically work in there? And for me…this is going to sound sadder
than I want it to…but every time I make an album, I always have worries
in the back of my head like, "Is this the last record I’m ever going to
make?" And "A Fine Departure" kind of touches upon that. I think I’ve
always had a little bit of an identity crisis, as far as "What would
happen if tomorrow I just stopped playing music and that was never a
part of my life again? Like, who would Chad Perrone be?"
Like, would the people I’ve become friendly with…would I still be
friends with a lot of those people? Would people still give a shit about
Chad Perrone if I didn’t have [music] anymore? So, just in conjunction
with that, in the back of my head, I said that, for me, it would be fun
to have almost a best of or a demo reel of the stuff that I’ve written
that I’m most proud of, and have that be attached to this song.
CM: And you’ve done the reprise thing before. You did it at the end of Wake too.
CP: Correct, we did that, but that was all songs that were on
that record. But yeah, it’s always been…I’ve even decided to do it in
certain lyrics, you know, where I’ll bring up a song that I’ve already
written. There’s a line in "Minor Letdowns" where I say, "I’ve come so
far from those 'What I’ve Become' Nights." so, yeah. And Sting used to
do it too! I think he's referenced older songs of his in his newer
songs. I always thought it was just kind of cool.
CM: So there was some extra stuff for certain rungs of pledging. Like, there was an acoustic album?
CP: Yeah, I was actually...right before you texted, I was still
making some tweaks in the mixes. But yeah, there’s an acoustic version
of this record. I just did all of the songs stripped down.
CM: I imagine that that would be quite different, because a lot of these songs just don’t use much acoustic guitar at all.
CP: Yeah, for me that was kind of the fun part of it. It was a
lot of work, but it was fun coming back in and reapproaching a lot of
these tunes with just acoustic guitar. And you know, I play some piano
on it and add some flashes of other stuff. But yeah, it was cool.
CM: Is that going to make its way out there at all, or is it just going to the people who pledged that rung?
CP: I think it will probably pop up online at some point. We’ll
get it out to the pledgers first, because that’s just the fair thing to
do, but then we’ll get it out there.
CM: Were there any tracks that didn’t make the record?
CP: There are two. One of them is called "Life in the Past" and
that will make it onto the unreleased record that’s going to come out as
part of the pledge campaign. And the other one was called "I’ll Leave
You With This." And that one, to be honest with you…it was like a song
in 6/8 and it was very acoustic, and the more we started getting into
the record, the more I started to realize that it just didn’t fit. And
we had some difficulties fleshing out…I hadn’t gotten quite comfortable
with the arrangement, so the song still wasn’t really done. So we made
the call to go ahead and leave that one on the floor for now. Maybe it
will see the light of day at some point.
CM: Did anyone buy the $12,000 personal EP?
CP: (Laughs) No! I wish. But no. You know what’s funny, Craig, is that
nobody…for the most part, people stuck with the smaller dollar things.
Some people doubled and tripled up or whatever. Like, they’d buy the
signed CD and the acoustic version of the record, and maybe they’d buy
the unreleased stuff. But we really didn’t have to do any, like, big
Skype sessions, and I didn’t have to make anyone dinner at my apartment
or anything. And that was fine by me too: I mean, we got to the goal and
everything. It’s been a long process. We were starting to talk about
doing this record at the end of last year, probably about a year ago.
And we started tracking and doing preproduction at the beginning of this
year, so…it’s been a long road.
CM: Anything else you want to add.
CP: Thanks for continuing to listen!
CM: No problem.
CP: I appreciate it. And, you know...I think we’re all excited.
But it’s almost one of those things where you work on something for so
long that you’re almost like…Jesus Christ, I almost don’t want to hear
any of these songs for awhile. But no, it was a blast and fun to be
collaborate again, and to work with Dennis and Steve on a lot of stuff.
I’m just grateful I’ve got those two guys. I mean, this record is as
much theirs as it is mine. I might have been the songwriter, but from a
sonic and arrangement standpoint, it’s just as much theirs.
Notes
*Dennis Carroll and Steve Belleville are Chad Perrone's bandmates. Both helped to arrange, play, record, and mix the songs on Kaleidoscope
**The songs referenced at the end of "A Fine Departure" are (in
order) "What I've Become," "All I Go Looking For," "Ok," "Madison,"
"Here For Good," "Let You Sleep," "Awake In the Morning," and "Feel
Everything." (There is also a little hint at the sax part to "The Bones
Underneath.")
From Chad: "We mixed them all low, because we wanted them to be little "easter eggs" for people to find and pick up on."
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Chad Perrone - Kaleidoscope
“Is there anything more important than a breakup record?”
That line opened one of my favorite music reviews ever, a 2008 five-star write-up of Butch Walker’s Sycamore Meadows. The review in question, written by Dave de Sylvia of SputnikMusic.com, has since mysteriously disappeared from the web, but that line still resonates with me many years later, and albums like Chad Perrone’s Kaleidoscope are the reason why. Records like this one, or like Sycamore Meadows, comfort us in our darkest times, save our lives, and give us the will to carry on. For many of us, they end up being the most important albums in the world.
Perrone, for his part, has been a master of writing perfect breakup songs for years. First with his band, Averi, and later with his solo material, Perrone has established himself as arguably the single best-kept secret in the entire music industry, and he’s done it primarily by penning anthems of exquisite pain. Fascinatingly, Kaleidoscope is perhaps his most emotional record to date. Born out of a broken engagement and a period of frustrating writer’s block, this record sparks with unresolved emotional turmoil. Even listeners who have been fans of Perrone in the past may be caught off guard with the singer’s unbridled honestly here, because he doesn’t hold anything back. Case-in-point is “Minor Letdowns,” Kaleidoscope’s melodically glorious opening track, which leaps right into the fray. “We loved so hard, but that’s not enough to stay” Perrone cries on the chorus, the relationship with the woman he loves fracturing right in front of our eyes.
That song also contains the most emotionally frank bridge of the entire year (“One year removed, can you believe where we were?/Looking back brings this pain in my chest/Play the tape all the way to the end/Instead of playing just the parts that I loved best”), an astounding lyric that will resonate with just about anyone who has ever loved and lost. That moment when you realize it’s been a year since you spoke to the person who you used to think you’d never live without; that feeling you get when you drive past the places you used to share together, or hear a song that you used to associate with that person, and feel everything come flooding back. These are the visceral images that “Minor Letdowns” brings to mind, and while the song ultimately aims for resilient uplift (the title line, “These minor letdowns will make someone else’s day,” refers to the personality quirks, flaws, and maddening idiosycracies that may ruin one relationship but define the best parts of another), listening to the song is akin to reliving every broken love story from your past. It’s a hell of a way to start a record.
Perrone’s greatest weapon is and always has been his voice. A high tenor capable of conveying limitless depths of feeling, that voice gives this album its heartbeat and its gravitational pull. Of course, the songs on Kaleidoscope would all be good in the hands of just about any able musician: Perrone’s personal lyrics and his knack for memorable melodies makes tunes like the danceable “First Move” or the entrancing “The Fine Art of Feigning Interest” impressive examples of songcraft, even without the musical performances taken into account. With Perrone’s voice driving them, though, these songs take flight and become bulletproof.
The best singers perform in such a way that you connect the emotion in the songs they are singing to experiences from your own life. Perrone is so talented, though, that he makes you feel like you’re right there beside him as he faces his demons. On “Match,” you’re walking the streets of Boston at 3 a.m., staggering home from yet another disastrous date and feeling, as the alcohol wears off, like you’ll literally always be alone. On “Feel Everything,” you’re helping him pack his bags as his now ex-fiancé sits in the next room, awkwardly waiting for him to walk out the door and out of her life. And on the staggering “Gone,” you’re feeling every word like a barbed wire—just as he intends them for his ex. “You’re fine because you always would be,” he utters during the chorus. Ouch.
Make no mistake: these songs hurt to listen to. They’re haunting, bruising, harrowing, and unrelenting. They will leave you exhausted and chilled, thinking about your own romantic ghosts. But they are also blisteringly cathartic and incredibly moving. It’s always stunning when an artist dares to be this bare. And while Perrone has always been a very honest, heart-on-the-sleeve songwriter (his last record, 2010’s masterful Release, came clean about his fears of getting older and his simmering frustrations with trying to “make it” in the music industry), there’s something about Kaleidoscope that feels even deeper and less reserved. It’s as if Perrone’s struggles with writer’s block stripped away any sense of pretense and left only the man at the center of these songs.
Not all of Kaleidoscope is bleak. One of the biggest influences here is 80s pop, and groovier, faster-paced numbers like “First Move,” “If Only for a Weekend,” and the aptly titled “Recovery is a Long Road” help to mop up the blood left by the heartbreak warfare. As for “Saving Grace,” the album’s exemplary penultimate track, that one actually sounds like warfare, with skittering handclaps and percussive rhythms pulsating over a dark melodic backdrop. It’s a complete departure from anything Perrone’s done in the past—something that the singer consciously aimed for in the wake of his writer’s block.
One of the most special songs on the album is “A Fine Departure,” which plays like a career swansong as well as an album closer. Thematically, the track would have actually fit better on Release, with lines like “What would you think of me my friends, if I left with nothing?/These dreams I thought that I could have/Have since been corrupted” aligning well with that album’s motifs of aging, frustration, and disenchantment. But when the song bursts into an actual kaleidoscope of Perrone’s past songs—fragments of nine tunes are wedged into the closing minutes of the song, low in the mix so that fans can pick them out on repeat listens—it makes more sense here. This song is a career summation, and it’s final lines are the perfect ones to leave the room with: “And if this is all I have left to write, could we slip away a light up the night?/Spark fires in the sky, turn this town on its side/A fine departure from these beautiful times.”
When I spoke to him a few weeks ago, Perrone downplayed the idea that Kaleidoscope could be his last record. Frankly, he’s a completely independent artist who makes music on the side of a busy full-time job, and he never knows when his next record is going to come along—or indeed, if it is ever going to come along at all. But it would be a huge shame to lose a voice and a talent as singular as Perrone’s. In an industry where artists frequently spend exorbitant sums of money on their albums, Perrone made Kaleidoscope on a modest budget that he raised through PledgeMusic, and he did it with the help of just two other guys—Dennis Carroll and Steve Belleville. The result is one of the best sounding, most musically accomplished, and most emotionally heartfelt records of the decade so far.
And sure, given Perrone's status as an independent artist, far too few people will ever hear Kaleidoscope. But universal presence and appeal isn’t something I need to validate what I know is true, which is that this album is something special: this is the kind of record that could change a kid’s life if he or she found it at the right time; the kind of record that makes me thank God that we live in an era where technology has allowed artists to "do it themselves." Because sometimes, there really is nothing more important than a breakup record. And this one? It's world-class.
That line opened one of my favorite music reviews ever, a 2008 five-star write-up of Butch Walker’s Sycamore Meadows. The review in question, written by Dave de Sylvia of SputnikMusic.com, has since mysteriously disappeared from the web, but that line still resonates with me many years later, and albums like Chad Perrone’s Kaleidoscope are the reason why. Records like this one, or like Sycamore Meadows, comfort us in our darkest times, save our lives, and give us the will to carry on. For many of us, they end up being the most important albums in the world.
Perrone, for his part, has been a master of writing perfect breakup songs for years. First with his band, Averi, and later with his solo material, Perrone has established himself as arguably the single best-kept secret in the entire music industry, and he’s done it primarily by penning anthems of exquisite pain. Fascinatingly, Kaleidoscope is perhaps his most emotional record to date. Born out of a broken engagement and a period of frustrating writer’s block, this record sparks with unresolved emotional turmoil. Even listeners who have been fans of Perrone in the past may be caught off guard with the singer’s unbridled honestly here, because he doesn’t hold anything back. Case-in-point is “Minor Letdowns,” Kaleidoscope’s melodically glorious opening track, which leaps right into the fray. “We loved so hard, but that’s not enough to stay” Perrone cries on the chorus, the relationship with the woman he loves fracturing right in front of our eyes.
That song also contains the most emotionally frank bridge of the entire year (“One year removed, can you believe where we were?/Looking back brings this pain in my chest/Play the tape all the way to the end/Instead of playing just the parts that I loved best”), an astounding lyric that will resonate with just about anyone who has ever loved and lost. That moment when you realize it’s been a year since you spoke to the person who you used to think you’d never live without; that feeling you get when you drive past the places you used to share together, or hear a song that you used to associate with that person, and feel everything come flooding back. These are the visceral images that “Minor Letdowns” brings to mind, and while the song ultimately aims for resilient uplift (the title line, “These minor letdowns will make someone else’s day,” refers to the personality quirks, flaws, and maddening idiosycracies that may ruin one relationship but define the best parts of another), listening to the song is akin to reliving every broken love story from your past. It’s a hell of a way to start a record.
Perrone’s greatest weapon is and always has been his voice. A high tenor capable of conveying limitless depths of feeling, that voice gives this album its heartbeat and its gravitational pull. Of course, the songs on Kaleidoscope would all be good in the hands of just about any able musician: Perrone’s personal lyrics and his knack for memorable melodies makes tunes like the danceable “First Move” or the entrancing “The Fine Art of Feigning Interest” impressive examples of songcraft, even without the musical performances taken into account. With Perrone’s voice driving them, though, these songs take flight and become bulletproof.
The best singers perform in such a way that you connect the emotion in the songs they are singing to experiences from your own life. Perrone is so talented, though, that he makes you feel like you’re right there beside him as he faces his demons. On “Match,” you’re walking the streets of Boston at 3 a.m., staggering home from yet another disastrous date and feeling, as the alcohol wears off, like you’ll literally always be alone. On “Feel Everything,” you’re helping him pack his bags as his now ex-fiancé sits in the next room, awkwardly waiting for him to walk out the door and out of her life. And on the staggering “Gone,” you’re feeling every word like a barbed wire—just as he intends them for his ex. “You’re fine because you always would be,” he utters during the chorus. Ouch.
Make no mistake: these songs hurt to listen to. They’re haunting, bruising, harrowing, and unrelenting. They will leave you exhausted and chilled, thinking about your own romantic ghosts. But they are also blisteringly cathartic and incredibly moving. It’s always stunning when an artist dares to be this bare. And while Perrone has always been a very honest, heart-on-the-sleeve songwriter (his last record, 2010’s masterful Release, came clean about his fears of getting older and his simmering frustrations with trying to “make it” in the music industry), there’s something about Kaleidoscope that feels even deeper and less reserved. It’s as if Perrone’s struggles with writer’s block stripped away any sense of pretense and left only the man at the center of these songs.
Not all of Kaleidoscope is bleak. One of the biggest influences here is 80s pop, and groovier, faster-paced numbers like “First Move,” “If Only for a Weekend,” and the aptly titled “Recovery is a Long Road” help to mop up the blood left by the heartbreak warfare. As for “Saving Grace,” the album’s exemplary penultimate track, that one actually sounds like warfare, with skittering handclaps and percussive rhythms pulsating over a dark melodic backdrop. It’s a complete departure from anything Perrone’s done in the past—something that the singer consciously aimed for in the wake of his writer’s block.
One of the most special songs on the album is “A Fine Departure,” which plays like a career swansong as well as an album closer. Thematically, the track would have actually fit better on Release, with lines like “What would you think of me my friends, if I left with nothing?/These dreams I thought that I could have/Have since been corrupted” aligning well with that album’s motifs of aging, frustration, and disenchantment. But when the song bursts into an actual kaleidoscope of Perrone’s past songs—fragments of nine tunes are wedged into the closing minutes of the song, low in the mix so that fans can pick them out on repeat listens—it makes more sense here. This song is a career summation, and it’s final lines are the perfect ones to leave the room with: “And if this is all I have left to write, could we slip away a light up the night?/Spark fires in the sky, turn this town on its side/A fine departure from these beautiful times.”
When I spoke to him a few weeks ago, Perrone downplayed the idea that Kaleidoscope could be his last record. Frankly, he’s a completely independent artist who makes music on the side of a busy full-time job, and he never knows when his next record is going to come along—or indeed, if it is ever going to come along at all. But it would be a huge shame to lose a voice and a talent as singular as Perrone’s. In an industry where artists frequently spend exorbitant sums of money on their albums, Perrone made Kaleidoscope on a modest budget that he raised through PledgeMusic, and he did it with the help of just two other guys—Dennis Carroll and Steve Belleville. The result is one of the best sounding, most musically accomplished, and most emotionally heartfelt records of the decade so far.
And sure, given Perrone's status as an independent artist, far too few people will ever hear Kaleidoscope. But universal presence and appeal isn’t something I need to validate what I know is true, which is that this album is something special: this is the kind of record that could change a kid’s life if he or she found it at the right time; the kind of record that makes me thank God that we live in an era where technology has allowed artists to "do it themselves." Because sometimes, there really is nothing more important than a breakup record. And this one? It's world-class.
Sunday, August 26, 2012
A Look Back: The Best Music of 2010
2010 was one of the best years of my life. I fell in love, stumbled upon the greatest summer job that I could ever have asked for, and was graced by more unforgettable moments than I could ever fit into the space of this (already lengthy) blog post. As far as music was concerned, I think 2010 was a good year, if not a great one. I spent much of the summer listening to playlists, mixtapes, or older music (the back catalog of number-one-slot-winner Chad Perrone, which includes a few stellar records with his former band Averi, pretty much dominated the first few months), and that meant that, while there were many brilliant life moments for me in 2010, many of them were not actually accompanied by albums on this list. Still, what 2010 lacked in emotional connections, it made up for in pure eclecticism. The slate of records below is the most versatile and illustrious I have ever recorded as my personal favorites: the top ten alone ranges from a complete unknown independent singer/songwriter to the solo record from one of music's most recognizable frontmen, from emo/alternative legends to indie rock superstars, and from a platinum selling pop-country songstress to hip-hop's most flawed and fascinating figure. In other areas, the music that I listened to the most represented a full-bodied enthrallment into the career and work of Bruce Springsteen (who himself re-issued 1978's Darkness on the Edge of Town, with a slew of b-sides), and this list boasts more Boss-indebted acts that I ever again expect to see in a single year. Looking back, there were albums that lost ground, albums that gained it, and records (the top three) that remained as important to me as I expected they would.
1. Chad Perrone - Release
1. Chad Perrone - Release
I’ve spent the better part of the past decade looking for
music that connects to me in a personal way, music that appeals to my heart first and foremost. It’s
obvious that all of my favorite albums are made up of great songs (in my opinion, anyway), but they’ve also played as soundtrack for some pretty
unforgettable times of my life, whether they were personal crises or simply the
trials of growing up and trying to figure out who I wanted to be. Two summers ago,
just as I was falling in love for the first time, this record came into my
life. When I had to go back to school and was forced to do the long distance
relationship thing (and to work a job I hated during a semester where
everything I’d loved about college the year before seemed to evaporate into
thin air), this record hit me like a ton of bricks. Perrone sings about getting
older, about moving on from things that once meant the world to us, whether
they be places or relationships. He sings about love found, lost, broken and
unrequited, and he sings about the pain of separation, and all of those things
felt comforting to me. When I heard his desperation on “Under Different
Circumstances,” it was like I’d written the song myself about my own
experiences: I can still feel every single word he belts out in that song,
after hundreds of plays. And “Here For Good,” where he writes about his hometown
and his friends who he’s had to say goodbye to, that song collided with me in a
year where my best friend in the world packed up and moved to New York, where
my hometown started to slip away, and where high school seemed no more than a
distant memory. As I drove towards Kalamazoo
at the end of that summer, it was this record I listened to, and it cut to the
core of me. I was driving towards the place that was supposed to be teaching me
what I wanted to do with the rest of my life, but I was driving away from the person who I knew I wanted to
spend it with with. By the time the heartbreaking “So This Is How It Ends”
hit, I was in tears, drowning in uncertainty, despair, and love: every time I
listen to this record, that whirlwind of emotions captures me again, somewhere
between the tremendous hooks, the heart-on-your-sleeve lyrical content, and
Perrone’s unparalleled vocal prowess, and I can’t help but get choked up.
Key Tracks: “Under Different Circumstances,” “The Walking
Dead,” “Anything or Anyone”
2. Jimmy
Eat World - Invented
It’s still hard for me to separate Invented from the
ridiculous anticipation I laid upon it leading up to its release. Jimmy Eat
World, perhaps even more than Butch Walker, is a band that I have an idealistic
approach to. My most definitive times listening to them undoubtedly came with
Futures, a record that changed my life (and some ways, saved it), and every
time a new JEW record comes along, I have hopes that it will make me feel the
same way I did in the fall of 2004. Invented was the closest they’ve come. It was
hyped by some as Futures Part II, and so of course, I had a picture of it in my
head that the real thing couldn’t possibly match. I wanted it to be the
soundtrack of my life, I wanted it to top Futures, I wanted it to be the record
that would skyrocket into my all time top five and the one I’d want to feel again,
years after the fact. Invented wasn’t that album, but it was still a damn good one,
full of great songs that draw comparisons to every era of the band’s career,
and despite the fact that I never had the kind of vast personal connection to
it that I formed with Futures, it’s still a record I could listen to on any day
and be impressed by. After all, have guitars ever
sounded as big as they do on “Evidence”? Has Jim ever been as innovative
lyrically as he is on songs like “Cut,” where he sings from a female point of
view? And does the one-two punch of “Invented” and “Mixtape” not stand in line
with the band’s tradition of closing albums out in epic fashion? All told,
this is a truly spectacular album, probably their most consistent to date, and
the fact that it doesn’t quite live up to their best work says more about the
immense love I have for the band than it does for any weakness in their latter day music.
Key tracks: "Heart is Hard to Find," "Invented," "Mixtape"
3. Butch
Walker - I Liked
It Better When You Had No Heart
Butch Walker has
been my mainstay favorite artist ever since I first heard his 2004 masterpiece Letters, and anytime an album of his turns up, it’s a guaranteed album of the
year contender. Since the power-pop infused break-up songs that fueled
Letters, Butch has adopted Bowie-esque glam-rock (The Rise & Fall...) and
plentiful folk and classic rock influences (2008’s fantastic Sycamore Meadows).
In 2010, he made this record, which I now regard as probably his weakest
full-length: it still landed in my number three slot. Butch, traditionally a solo
writer, turns to his bandmates in The Black Widows (think Tom Petty’s
Heartbreakers or Elvis Costello’s Attractions) for inspiration and musical
ideas, and the resulting set of songs is both loaded with his fingerprints and
strikingly different than anything else he’s done before. The folk influences
hang around center stage here, with Butch taking his newly minted backing band
into the realms of alt-country (album highlight “Don’t You Think Someone Should
Take You Home,” “Canadian Ten”), country-rock rave ups (“She Likes Hair Bands”),
and acoustic lullabies (“Be Good Until Then”).
He references Johnny Cash on the raucous “Days/Months/Years,”
brings a requisite amount of twang into the near-anthemic opener “Trash Day,”
and even did a tongue-in-cheek cover of Taylor Swift’s “You Belong With Me” as
a one-off iTunes single around the time this record hit the streets (a “joke” that actually got him – and his banjolin arrangement of the song – on TV with
Swift herself during the 2010 Grammy Broadcast). But while his respect for the Nashville-scene
runs deep, Walker has never been a single-style kind of guy, and he fills in
the corners here with gorgeous splashes of Beatles pop (“Pretty Melody,” “House
of Cards”) and stunning explosions of vocal harmony (“Stripped Down Version”)
that almost make me want to forget that Butch has made better albums.
Key Tracks: “Don’t You Think Someone Should Take You Home,”
“She Likes Hair Bands,” “Days/Months/Years”
4. The
Gaslight Anthem - American Slang
After the brilliance of 2008’s The ’59 Sound, it took me a
long time to truly appreciate the greatness of American Slang. I can still
remember the day it leaked, over a month and a half ahead of it’s June release
date, and coinciding perfectly with the final week or two of my freshman year
of college. By all means, the themes of youth, fading and lost, should have fit
perfectly with my mindset at the time, but as many times as I listened (and I
played the album a solid dozen times, front-to-back, on that first day), I
couldn’t find the same musical allure that ’59 had; I couldn’t find the
desperation that had made “The Backseat” such an indelible closer; and I missed the
Springsteen references, the constant worship of one of my all-time musical
heroes. I wrote the record off, filed it off as disappointing, as repetitive
and a bit boring, and put it away, robbing my summer months of what could have
been a truly transcendent soundtrack. Months later, as December descended upon
my and I struggled to come up with the initial version of this very list, American
Slang came back to me. And for whatever reason, what many had declared a summer
album for the ages only clicked with me as I drove through my snow-covered
hometown, letting the tremendous guitar hooks of songs like “Orphans” and “Old
Haunts” wash over me, glancing out across the ice-covered bay as I drove home
with the melancholic strains of “We Did it When We Were Young” serving as
soundtrack, or realizing, for the first time, how great it sounded to hear
Brian Fallon adopt classic soul and Motown influences like he once adopted the
E Street Band (“Bring it On”). Now, two years later, I can put on American
Slang for a summer road trip, feel the title track’s hook and guitar lick pour
out of my speakers, and know what people meant when they were writing about
this record back around release time. That said, this summer album will always
hit me the hardest in the winter, when it can really take me back to those days
and nights where I first fell in love with it.
Key Tracks: “We Did it When We Were Young,” “American
Slang,” “The Queen of Lower Chelsea”
5. Brandon
Flowers - Flamingo
The Killers needed a break after 2008, the year where Day
& Age, their third record, inspired everything from viciously hostile
critical assessments to a Rolling Stone Readers Poll which named it that best album of the year.
My opinion on the album was somewhere in between those two extremes: I was
disappointed, but not horribly so. I thought the album was high on style and low on compelling musical ideas, but that it still had some great songs.
The band tried to blend the Springsteen-inspired heartland rock of Sam's Town with the
synth-heavy, Vegas-centered pop that made Hot Fuss such a smash, but the
combination was awkward. They were trying to please everyone, trying to do
damage control on frontman Brandon Flowers’ hubristic claim that Sam’s Town
would be "one of the greatest records of the last 20 years," and attempting to
atone for all of the "sins" that Rolling Stone had cited in their 2.5 star
review for that same record. The problem was that the band, Flowers at least,
didn’t want to just go back to the successful formula of Hot Fuss: Flowers
wanted to explore the Springsteen influence further, and that showed through in
the fact that Day & Age’s finest moments (“A Dustland Fairytale,” “This is
Your Life”) were essentially an evolution of the Sam’s Town sound. So when his
band decided to take their long deserved break, Flowers turned around and made
a solo album that is, among other things, his most consistent and concise work
to date. There are certainly big moments here, moments like “Welcome to
Fabulous Las Vegas” and “Crossfire,” where the sound of Dave Keuning’s roaring
guitar might have elevated the proceedings even higher. But more often, Flowers
veers towards songs that would not have quite worked within the confines of his
band, whether he’s re-writing Springsteen’s mournful “Point Blank” (on “Playing
With Fire”), spinning subtle yet epic slowburners (“On the Floor”), or bringing
in Rilo Kiley’s Jenny Lewis for an effortlessly gorgeous duet (“Hard Enough”).
Key Tracks: “Welcome to Fabulous Las
Vegas,” “Hard Enough,” “On the Floor”
6. Cary
Brothers - Under Control
When I finally discovered Cary Brothers’ 2007 LP Who You
Are in the summer if 2009, it immediately skyrocketed into the upper
echelons of my all-time favorite albums list. The songs had a vulnerable and
yet powerful atmosphere about them, and they resonated with me so perfectly at
the time that, for a few weeks, I listened to nothing else. That set of songs came along a week or so before my family had to put my first dog to sleep: those who have never truly loved a pet will view that statement as trivial, but for me, it was the first experience I'd really had with death. Her name was Jessie, and she'd been there for over 14 years of my life. Needless to say, since that was the summer following my high school graduation, I'd grown up with her. Back when I was a boy, my parents used to joke that Jessie was my "nanny," but she was really just a good friend, a constant companion that I could always count on being there, waiting for me when I got up in the morning or home from school every afternoon. The loss was devastating for me, and the delicate beauty of Who We Are became instrumental in getting me through the grief and onto the next chapter of my life - few albums have ever had a more personal place in my heart. The follow-up is
nearly as good, and makes a case for Brothers as one of the best
singer-songwriters in the game today. Opener “Ghost Town” rests in an
unsettling ambiance of synths and pianos (befitting its title) before launching
into a massive chorus, while “Belong,” with its crashing piano chords and an epic,
chilling vocal build, positions itself as a unique and deeply expressive love
song. “Someday” rests in the same new wavy vein that made “The Last One” such
an irresistible number off this album’s predecessor, “Break off the Bow” shows
that Brothers can write a hook as well as anyone, and album closer “Can’t Take
My Eyes Off Of You” is a haunting acoustic number that makes me
want to hit play all over again, every time through. And always, Brothers writes with an honest and
entirely palpable emotional strength, giving us songs that sound so
autobiographical, so perfectly cinematic, that it feels like they could have
soundtracked moments of our lives, even if those moments have already passed.
Key Tracks: “Ghost Town,” “Belong,” “Someday”
7. Taylor
Swift - Speak Now
Speaking of Mr. West, My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy earned rave reviews last year upon its release, along with perfect scores aplenty and album of the year titles across the board. It didn’t get those things because it was a perfect record: there are flaws here, as in any album, and if you look hard enough, you will find them, but you’d be missing the point. Fantasy earned such acclaim because it is a hip hop album for people who both love and hate hip hop, a rap record for people who have never enjoyed more than a few songs in the genre (like myself), and a pop album for an era where the label of “pop music” has been so utterly defaced and slandered that we’ve almost forgotten what it means. It’s all delivered by an artist who’s more of textbook rock star than just about anyone making music today, a guy who combines massive melodic hooks (“Dark Fantasy,” “All of the Lights”), indubitable flow and towering hubris (“Power”), and deeply humanized self-reflection (“Runaway”) to form a sound that nobody can touch. So while I wouldn’t call My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy perfect, it remains a record that defies criticism, one so universally appealing and so easily likable (in complete contrast to it’s creator, a complicated and flawed, but insanely talented individual) that it’s damn near impossible to stop listening to it once you’ve started.
Key Tracks: "Power," "Runaway," "Lost in the World"
It only took a few short years for Taylor Swift to rise from
heartbroken teenager to one of pop music’s most bankable icons. She made the
transition on her girl-next-door demeanor, the strongly relatable aspect of her
lyrics, and a knack for delivering an infectious mix of pop hooks and country twang
that made her a crossover sensation waiting to happen. Swift didn’t escape the
voyage unscathed though, battling through cruel encounters (the Kanye West VMA
debacle), critical lambasting (comments concerning her performance at the 2010
Grammy Awards, where she also took the top prize), and premature tabloid
relationships (an especially doomed fling with John Mayer), all of which
threatened to tarnish her spotless, innocent reputation and image. All of those
things and more serve as songwriting fuel on Swift’s third full-length, the
aptly titled Speak Now, which notched over a million album sales in its first
week back in 2010. And while
countless music snobs would write Swift off as a bubblegum commercial princess, to do so would ignore the fact that Speak
Now is a traditional country music record masquerading as a pop music flagship.
The band sounds explosive and organic, the arrangements overflowing and
blissful, and the vocal harmonies ring with life. It doesn’t hurt that the songs are
incredibly well-executed, or that Taylor, who wrote every word and every
indelible hook on the record, sounds more mature, forceful, charismatic, and emotionally
centered than ever before. The result is one of the finest pop albums in recent
memory, a record that is served equally well by rootsy twang (“Mine” and
“Mean”), dance-floor rundowns (“The Story of Us”), rock ‘n’ roll kiss-offs
(“Better Than Revenge”), emotional acoustic breakdowns (“Last Kiss”), pure
school-girl pop songs ("Sparks Fly"), or pitch-perfect anthems (“Long Live”). Liking Taylor
Swift may not be cool, but when the albums sound this good, who the hell even
gives a shit?
Key Tracks: “Dear John,” “Last Kiss,” “Long Live”
8. Kanye
West - My Beautiful Dark Twisted FantasySpeaking of Mr. West, My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy earned rave reviews last year upon its release, along with perfect scores aplenty and album of the year titles across the board. It didn’t get those things because it was a perfect record: there are flaws here, as in any album, and if you look hard enough, you will find them, but you’d be missing the point. Fantasy earned such acclaim because it is a hip hop album for people who both love and hate hip hop, a rap record for people who have never enjoyed more than a few songs in the genre (like myself), and a pop album for an era where the label of “pop music” has been so utterly defaced and slandered that we’ve almost forgotten what it means. It’s all delivered by an artist who’s more of textbook rock star than just about anyone making music today, a guy who combines massive melodic hooks (“Dark Fantasy,” “All of the Lights”), indubitable flow and towering hubris (“Power”), and deeply humanized self-reflection (“Runaway”) to form a sound that nobody can touch. So while I wouldn’t call My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy perfect, it remains a record that defies criticism, one so universally appealing and so easily likable (in complete contrast to it’s creator, a complicated and flawed, but insanely talented individual) that it’s damn near impossible to stop listening to it once you’ve started.
Key Tracks: "Power," "Runaway," "Lost in the World"
9. Arcade Fire - The Suburbs
The Arcade Fire have always had a taste for the grandiose
and the dramatic: how could they not after coming out of the gate with 2004’s Funeral, a loose concept
record about life, death, community, and healing that stands as one of the
greatest albums in modern music? It also spawned some of the best songs, like
the infectious “Rebellion (Lies)” or, especially, the rousing, tearful “Wake
Up,” with its expansive “whoa oh” melody and Win Butler’s massively emotional
vocal delivery. The band never quite
reach those heights on their third full-length, but they put the same qualities
to work elsewhere, constructing a record that aims to be a document of what it
is to live, love, and work in the modern middle class. They do it fairly
effortlessly throughout, melding Springsteenian lyrical themes with musical
ideas that land somewhere between U2-sized stadium-sweep (“City With No
Children”) and sunsoaked, California folk (“Wasted Hours,” “Deep Blue”). Themes
coalesce on “Suburban War,” the album centerpiece where the tension in the narrative’s love story reaches a breaking point. “Choose your side, I’ll choose my
side” Butler sings, as the song reaches its cinematic climax, a battle of
instrumental ambition that ranks as one of the most musically striking moments
of the year. That same tension returns as the album climbs towards its grand
finale on the two-parter that is “Sprawl.” The tracks play out as a
conversation between lovers, pitting Butler (“Sprawl I (Flatland)”) against
wife and co-vocalist Régine Chassagne in “Sprawl II (Mountains Beyond Mountains”
as the two come to terms with their struggle. The former piece is a haunting
acoustic number, almost harrowing in its grim atmosphere, the latter a
disco-charged rave-up, reminiscent of the Bee Gees and Blondie in sound, but aligning
more with Springsteen in words. The two singers both come to the same
conclusion, that the boundless hope and opportunity of youth is gone, replaced
by responsibility, bills to pay, stagnant suburban life, and dreams dead or
dying. It plays like a Darkness on the Edge of Town or The River for a new
generation, and although Funeral might be the better record, this one is
arguably just as resonant. The fact that it picked up a surprise Album of the
Year win at the 2011 Grammy Awards was just the cherry on top.
Key Tracks: "City With No Children," "Suburban War," "Sprawl II"
Key Tracks: "City With No Children," "Suburban War," "Sprawl II"
10. Valencia - Dancing With A Ghost
Shane Henderson has always been an immensely personal and visceral
songwriter, from the shattering eulogy for a lost love that he delivered on
When the Flowers Bloom (with side-project The Promise of Redemption) to the
sadly nostalgic summertime hooks he was slinging on Valencia’s sophomore album,
We All Need a Reason to Believe. Dancing With A Ghost
may not be his best
work to date, but it’s hard to find faults in this slick, short and
sweet
collection of songs that ranked as the best pop-punk album of 2010. Of
course, we still get the bouncy, catchy pop-punk tunes that wouldn't have been
out of place in some nostalgic teen movie ("Days Go By," "The Way"), but
it's Henderson's shots at maturity that really resonate. The band
shifts from Springsteenian-sized sweep (the title track) to rapidfire
punk-rock ("Stop Searching"), hitting upon gorgeously executed power pop ("Spinning Out") and massive arena-ready anthems ("Losing Sleep") along
the way. The latter, recorded at the end of a long studio session, rings
the truest, with Henderson shredding what's left of his voice in one of
his most powerful performances to date: "So if you checked the weather
report, then why the fuck are we driving north?/You know we're headed
into the storm to finish what we started," he sings: it's hard not
to belt along with him.
Key Tracks: "Spinning Out," "Losing Sleep," "The Way"
11. Donovan
Woods - The WidowmakerKey Tracks: "Spinning Out," "Losing Sleep," "The Way"
Just as every year has its summer soundtrack, every year also has its “winter singer/songwriter" for me: in 2008, it was Bon Iver, in 2009, Michael McDermott, and in 2010, the title belonged to Donovan Woods. One listen to this record will leave no doubt as to why that is, since Woods possesses the kind of warm yet fragile voice that feels so comforting around the holidays. He’s also a damn-good songwriter, showing himself off as equally adept with bitter acoustic rockers ("Won't Come Back") and gorgeous, nostalgic ballads ("No Time Has Passed"). But even beyond the immediate standouts, this record is a profusion of gorgeously subtle melodies, fascinating lyrical perspectives, and the beautiful snowfall of Woods' guitar playing, accented occasionally with icy piano lines ("Jail"), lo-fi production ("Lord, I'm Tryin'"), or any variety of harmonicas, drums, banjos, or other folk music requisites. Due to it's strongly seasonal appeal, The Widowmaker will never be one of my most played records, but when I do throw it in rotation, it captures me completely.
12. The National - High Violet
Matt Berninger might have the most distinctive voice of
anyone in music right now, a dark, deep, charismatic baritone that no one could
replicate without sounding like a caricature, and on The National’s fifth
full-length, that voice proves to be both their biggest strength and their
greatest limitation. There are songs here that Berninger’s voice can’t sell,
songs that come across as mediocre or dull on record, but which have reached
much greater heights in other hands (“Anyone’s Ghost," a relative throwaway, became
unexpectedly haunting when Silver Swans covered it last fall). But when
the formula works, the band hits home run after home run. Just listen to the
gorgeous indie-pop of songs like “England,” “Runaway,” or “Vanderlyle Crybaby Geeks”,
the lo-fi crescendo of opener “Terrible Love”, or the straight-up anthem that
is “Bloodbuzz Ohio”. Throughout each style, Beringer sings in a voice that is
all at once warm, comforting, richly nostalgic, and deeply sympathetic. He
imbues his lyrics (which often discuss the mundane, everyday struggles of normal people) with a knowing and relatable purport, taking us on
an emotional journey that constantly stresses to listeners that they are not
alone. I think that’s why The National have gained so much respect within the
indie community: because more than just about any band out there, they’re a group of
down-to-earth, everyday guys who people can see as their friends, their
family...or even their self.
Key Tracks: "Terrible Love," "Bloodbuzz Ohio," "England"
Key Tracks: "Terrible Love," "Bloodbuzz Ohio," "England"
13. The Hold Steady - Heaven is Whenever
When the high-rise vocal harmonies explode on staples like
“The Weekenders” or “Hurricane J,” this album sounds like summer.
Everything else about this band, about Craig Finn’s literate lyricism, about
his bellowing vocal style, about the Springsteenian sweep of their earlier
records (like 2006's career-defining Boys & Girls in America), or
about former member Franz Nicolay’s sorely missed piano lines, it all
evaporates under the epic enormity of this album’s best moments. Fans wrote it
off and critics gave it a lukewarm response, but in my eyes, summer albums are
rarely more palpable or perfect than this one. Just listen to the dusky slide
guitar on opener “The Sweet Part of the City, the scorching guitar solo in
“Soft in the Center,” the raucous clarinet solo in “Barely Breathing” – and
yes, the expansive, anthemic hooks of the two aforementioned staples – and you
will understand. These are just a few of the moments here that evoke that
summertime atmosphere, that feeling of late night drives, sunset rock festivals,
fireworks across the night sky, hangouts with friends, or spontaneous road
trips down a sunburned state highway, belting along to your favorite songs.
This album seeks to be a companion for each of those situations, and whether or
not it’s the best that Finn and The Hold Steady have offered thus far is
immaterial for that reason alone.
Key Tracks: "Soft in the Center," "The Weekenders," "Hurricane J"
Key Tracks: "Soft in the Center," "The Weekenders," "Hurricane J"
14. Anberlin - Dark Is The Way, Light Is A Place
Anberlin took a lot of flak on this record, their fifth
full-length and their second on a major label. I can recall the initial stream,
where many fans immediately pointed out a repetitive musical and lyrical
songwriting style that was a vast departure from some of their earlier work
(one need look no further than Cities closer “Fin” to know why the criticism
was at least somewhat warranted). Despite that, though, Dark is the Way, Light
is a Place remains, for me, the best and most consistent album these guys have
ever made. Brandon O’Brien mans the boards, bringing a slicker and more poppy
studio sheen to the proceedings, but the commercialization suits their interests
well, adding a requisite amount of punch to dark rockers like “We Owe This to
Ourselves” and “Closer” – both haunting and hard-hitting – and then giving the album’s highlight
(“Impossible”) a U2-esque, stadium-ready atmosphere. The chiming “You Belong Here” is reminiscent
of both Coldplay and Clarity-era Jimmy Eat World, with lead vocalist Stephen
Christian (always an impressive frontman, both in vocal range and emotional
aggression) letting his voice soar on an anthemic chorus. The album, in ten
tracks, does what none of Anberlin’s records have ever done before, hitting
perfectly consistent ground on a tracklist stacked with memorable
moments, from the relationship that shatters on “Art of War” to the rousing percussion
build-up of “Pray Tell,” all the way to the tortured slow-burning acoustics of
“Down.” Then there’s “Take Me (As You Found Me),” an irresistible love song that
recalls ‘90s radio rock ballads to a tee. And while the band has vowed to go
back to a more aggressive style with their next album (called Vital, out this
October), I’ll merely be hoping for a record with as many soaring hooks and
confessional moments as this one.
Key Tracks: "Impossible," "Take Me (As You Found Me)," "Down"
Key Tracks: "Impossible," "Take Me (As You Found Me)," "Down"
15. Jesse Malin – Love It To Life
I've never felt as strongly about Jesse Malin, a New York-based rocker, as my brother has, and that remained true with the release of his fourth full-length in 2010. While he named this record as the second or third best of the year, I struggled to find the same appeal in it as I had found (after a time) with Glitter in the Gutter or The Fine Art of Self-Destruction. But that's not to say it's not a solid exercise: right from the ringing, Clash-esque guitar that kicks off "Burning the Bowery," this record is a blistering, raucous display of punk-rock attitude and Springsteen storytelling. Malin, with his unique vocal whine and throwback songwriting style, is basically a collision of a dozen different classic rock heroes, from Joe Strummer to Lou Reed, from Mick Jagger to Paul Westerberg, and while his songs aren't as great as they have been in the past (nor is there a Springsteen appearance to spice things up, like there was on Gutter's "Broken Radio), there is still plenty to love here. The wall of sound on "All the Way to Moscow," the ringing, Oasis-esque guitar solo on "St. Mark's Sunset," or the gorgeous melodic elegy of "The Archer" are just a few of the highlights. Occasionally, the muddy production hampers the effectiveness of the music, but for a guy who obviously idolizes bands like The Replacements, it almost feels like that aesthetic might be intentional.
Key Tracks: "Burning the Bowery," "The Archer," "Revelations"
16. The Alternate Routes - Lately
Equal parts
Counting Crows and U2, these roots-rock throwback boys have released a
trio of records, each with soaring melodies, nostalgic guitar solos, and
raucous classic rock energy. Lately might be their best work to date, encompassing everything from bluesy jam band atmospherics ("Love the Way")
to lilting folk balladry ("Raincoat"). The arena rock tendencies are
probably the most satisfying though: the album opens with a towering
intro track, a colossal swell of organ, guitar, and keyboard ambiance
that builds until it collapses into album-highlight "Carry Me Home."
Vocalist Tim Warren establishes himself as one of the most talented
frontmen in the genre here, belting out a gorgeous, towering
power-ballad that would be as well fit for stadiums as it is for
late-night road trips. And the penultimate number, the shimmering "Two
of a Kind," sounds like it could have been penned by Bono, circa The Unforgettable Fire. But even beyond their obvious strengths, the Routes
acquit themselves quite well: "Just the Same" sounds like the kind of
sunny alt-rock song that would have captivated the airwaves back in 1997
or so, "Tell Me Your Name" boasts an indulgent, shout-along chorus
truly meant for a live show, and "Rocking Chair" has the kind of
charismatic momentum needed to kick the album into high gear after it's mid-tempo overture. It's not a band or an album many people have taken
notice of over the years, but revisiting Lately today, for the first time in months, I love it even more
than I did the first time I heard it.
Key Tracks: "Carry Me Home," "Just the Same," "Two of a Kind"
17. Black Lab - Two Strangers
Ever since these '90s one hit wonders made a resounding return with 2005’s See the Sun, a collection of bright pop hooks and tortured moments of heartbreak, Black Lab have been one of the most confusing bands on my "favorite artists" roster. Since that album, they’ve churned out more of my favorite songs than just about anyone, hitting me at the perfect time with classics like “Weightless,” “Mine Again,” “Circus Lights,” and “Remember,” but they've never quite had the consistency with their records to truly become an all-time great. Still Paul Durham, the frontman and brains of the operation, has a knack for baring his soul in immensely catchy pop rock songs, and Two Strangers might be his most accomplished work to date. There’s something about songs like “This Ship Goes Down Deep” and “Love to Love You” that just hits me in the perfect place, whether they’re arousing memories of past summers, or simply connecting themselves to the place and time that I’m in right now. And that’s to say nothing about Durham’s strength as a pop songwriter, which shows itself in spades with nearly every song on this record, from the anguished rockers (“Start a Fire”), to the yearning power ballads (“Always”), all the way down to the elegiac, acoustic torch songs (“Say Goodbye”). Perhaps best of all is “The Pain is Gone,” which, despite a common chord progression and a couple lyrical cliches, thrives on the strength of Durham’s utterly passionate delivery. Perhaps that’s why I love these guys so much: even if they’re not the most original or innovative songwriters, they more than make up for that in conviction, and in their best songs, I can always see a piece of myself reflected back at me.
Key Tracks: "This Ship Goes Down Deep," "The Pain is Gone," "Love to Love You"
18. Sara Bareilles – Kaleidoscope Heart
In 2008, when Bareilles hit the airwaves with the infectious
“Love Song,” the hook masked what was, in essence, a fuck you to the singer’s
major label. It was a tirade against an overly commercialized system that tried
to wrest creative control out of her hands, and rather ironically, it became an
almost ubiquitous hit. On the follow-up album, the label hands almost entire
creative control over to Bareilles, and the result is a catchy, creative, and
endlessly heartfelt collection of songs that expose their songwriter’s quirks
and indulgences to a backdrop of slick, bombastic pop production. The hooks are
effortless (see the single “King of Anything” or the proper opener
“Uncharted”), but the truly breathtaking moments are the ones where Bareilles
drops the tempo. Multi-tracked vocals create an expansive a cappella texture on
the introductory title track, while “Hold My Heart” displays an achingly
gorgeous melody and vocal, and "Basket Case" is a masterclass in acoustic resignation. But the centerpiece is a “Breathe Again,” an
expressive piano ballad that feels like it has soundtracked a hundred separate
late night drives for me. “Car is parked, bags are packed/But what kind of
heart doesn’t look back?/At the comfortable glow from the porch/The one I will
still call yours,” she sings at the outset: the imagery is perfect, the sadness
palpable, and the nostalgic rivers that it inspires transform it into one of
the most personal and powerful “leaving songs” I’ve ever heard.
Key Tracks: "King of Anything," "Basket Case," "Breathe Again"
19. The Tallest Man on Earth – The Wild Hunt
The Tallest Man on Earth (the moniker for Swedish singer-songwriter Kristian Matsson) is just about as no-frills as folk music gets. Throughout the majority of The Wild Hunt, his second LP, Matsson uses little more than his acoustic guitar, his accomplished lyrical ability, and his harsh, yet richly emotional vocal style, but there’s never a moment where the sound doesn’t work. Matsson distinguishes himself among the modern singer-songwriting crowd not by trying anything new, but by looking back: his music evokes the sound and fury of early Dylan records like The Times They Are A-Changin’ and The Freewheeling Bob Dylan, complete with the imperfect vocal whine and sparse, basic production. The result is a record that is predictable, but entrancing, derivative, but fiercely gorgeous. Songs like "Burden of Tomorrow," "King of Spain," and "Thousand Ways" crackle and burn with charisma, passionate energy, and palpable emotion. And when Mattson closes things out with a power ballad of all things ("Kids on the Run"), played on a broken down, out-of-tune piano, it sounds like the guy could actually be the voice of his generation. His 2012 return (There's No Leaving Now) saw him playing it safe and delivering this same brand of pretty folk, but I have hopes that he will realize what he is capable of next time out.
Key Tracks: "A Thousand Ways," "Burden of Tomorrow," "Kids on the Run"
20. I Can Make a Mess Like Nobody's Business – The World We Know
Ace Enders is a prolific guy: in recent years, The Early November frontman has quietly built up quite the catalog, releasing (at least) one record a year across three or four separate projects. 2010's The World We Know is quite possibly his best work to date, an almost impossibly gorgeous record of tortured break-up songs that, at its best moments, hits with unparalleled emotive force. Opener "Sleep Means Sleeping" finds Enders joined by a haunting female voice, amidst an array of electronic sounds and orchestral sweep, while the dream-pop loops that open "Old Man" indicate the direction of the song, as Enders layers components on top of one another to create a stunning symphony of sound. I remember the first time I heard this record: I was home for a weekend around Easter time in the spring of 2010, and my year had, for the most part, been devoid of new albums or musical discoveries. I checked this out on a whim, and as I made the three hour drive back to school, everything about the record, from the personal power of it, to the all-encompassing production and interconnected flow, hit me like a bomb. "Telling Me Goodbye" hit the hardest: it's a farewell to a loved one, a confession of regret for taking that person for granted, and a stirring, heart-shattering reminder of the brevity of life. Enders gives himself over entirely to the emotional swell, and by the end of the song, I was in tears. The World We Know doesn't quite sustain that force throughout, but when it reaches that level, the inconsistencies just fade away.
Key Tracks: "Old Man," "You're Not So Good At Talking Anymore," "Telling Me Goodbye"
21. Wakey!Wakey! – Almost Everything I Wish I'd Said The Last Time I Saw You
I discovered Michael Grubbs back in the summer of 2008, though I can't exactly recall how I stumbled upon his music. He didn't have an album out at the time, but what was available (a mixtape of covers and a few odd tracks on his Myspace page) was fantastic. The two pieces `that hit me the hardest - a tune called "Brooklyn" and an earnest piano take on Foo Fighters' "Everlong" - made their way onto numerous mixtapes that season, and I made a note to keep an eye out for Grubbs and his Wakey!Wakey! project in following years. When he dropped Almost Everything... in early 2010, I snagged it almost immediately, and I wasn't disappointed. Piano rock doesn't get a lot better than the opener ("Almost Everything," with ringing keyboard licks and a bombastic string arrangement), but that's only the tip of the iceberg for a record that explores surprisingly eclectic territory. Take the breezy island-pop of "Twenty Two," the McCartney-esque slow-burn of "Dance So Good," or the ice-cold grooves of "Feral Love." That same versatility can also prove to be a bit frustrating, but when the album does settle into a groove (the final three tracks), the results are quite pleasant, like on the gorgeous "Light Outside," the yearning "Car Crash," or the jarring, anthemic "Take it Like a Man." It's not an album I revisit much as a whole, and the songs never add up to more than the sum of their (wildly varied) parts, but there are a lot of great moments here.
Key Tracks: "Almost Everything," "Light Outside," "Take it Like a Man"
22. Motion City Soundtrack – My Dinosaur Life
Motion City Soundtrack has a lot of records that are better than this one (including this year's Go, which is on a collision course with my end-of-the-year top ten), but while My Dinosaur Life suffers from inconsistency, occasionally generic modern rock tropes, and numerous grating choruses ("Delirium," "@!#?@!"), frontman Justin Pierre stumbles upon a few of his best songs in the process. "Her Words Destroyed My Planet" is how a modern rock single should sound, while "The Weakends" provides a bruising and scorching finale, "Worker Bee" comes roaring out of the gates with a ferocity that is impossible to forget, and "Pulp Fiction" is about as signature Motion City Soundtrack as songs come. On the whole, My Dinosaur Life is a manifestation of Motion City Soundtrack's more "aggressive" side, and while I prefer their poppier records (again, Go, but also 2007's Even if it Kills Me), the occasional trips to more subdued territory are welcome. Case in point is the existentially ponderous "Skin and Bones" - one of the band's best songs to date, and the highlight of a challenging and confusing, but ultimately rewarding record.
Key Tracks: "Her Words Destroyed My Planet," "Skin and Bones," "The Weakends"
23. Ryan Bingham & The Dead Horses - Junky Star
Country singer/songwriter Ryan Bingham had a big year in 2010. In addition to winning the Academy Award for Best Original Song (for Crazy Heart's "The Weary Kind," which appears as a bonus track here), he wrote and recorded and released his third-full length with celebrated producer T. Bone Burnett. And while Junky Star isn't his best album (that title still belongs to his debut, Mescalito), Bingham is still a troubadour worth watching. His gruff, weather-worn vocals, his deep, storyteller manner of songwriting, and his acoustic/harmonica textures fit very well alongside some of my all time favorite artists - Bruce Springsteen, Will Hoge, Bob Dylan, to name a few - while the other country music legends he cribs from - Hank Williams, especially - are well on display here. Bingham's greatest strength here is the lyrical (take the stunning opener, "The Poet"), but on haunting melodic numbers like "Hallelujah" (NOT a Leonard Cohen cover), or the raucous rockers (like "Depression," whose tempo and mood contrast its title and subject matter), he pens some of his best moments to date. "Direction of the Wind" sounds like it could have been on Blonde on Blonde - right down to the slide guitar intro - and "Lay My Head on the Rail" has a bluegrassy, Appalachian lilt that recalls some of the music Burnett snagged for the O Brother, Where Art Thou? soundtrack. Meanwhile, the gorgeous "Weary Kind" is as good as it's ever been, conjuring up images of the brilliant Jeff Bridges performance it energized in Crazy Heart. The truth is, nobody is making music quite like this anymore, and even if Bingham has better records (another one, Tomorrowland, drops in a few weeks), something about Junky Star has continued to captivate me over the years.
24. Guster - Easy Wonderful
Ever since they first arrived on the scene in the mid-90s,
Guster have had a knack for writing catchy melodies and heartfelt songs that
have had no trouble appealing to college radio DJs, frat-boy bros, and folk-pop
enthusiasts alike. I first took notice of them when they scored a hit with
“Amsterdam” back in 2003 or so, and I even lucked into seeing them live at my
only summer at Interlochen Arts Camp. On their sixth full-length studio album,
the band taps into the same kind of breezy, summertime pop hooks that have
always been their cornerstone. They’ve morphed a bit over the years, shedding
some of their acoustic sensibilities, as well as the emphasis placed on their
unique percussion (their drummer plays bongos) and their capacity for rich
vocal harmonies, but the fact that they are a different band than they once
were hardly matters here. Easy Wonderful kicks off with a pair of indelible
choruses (“Architects & Engineers” and “Do You Love Me?”) and never lets
up. The songs never reach the emotional force of the band’s best work (their
1999 album, Lost and Gone Forever, will always be their magnum opus), and
there’s nothing here as good as “Parachute” (the closing number from their debut
album of the same name). But a few of these songs could have – and should have
– been massive radio hits, and sometimes, a great pop album really is exactly what you need.
Key Tracks: "Architects & Engineers," "Do You Love Me," "On the Ocean"
Key Tracks: "Architects & Engineers," "Do You Love Me," "On the Ocean"
25. The Morning Of – The Way You Fell In
While the full record is something I only revisit once in a blue moon, the finest tracks here have become embedded into my summer soundtracks for every year since, and it would be a shame to leave that off this list. The Way You Fell In came into my life in the spring, shortly after my return home from my first year of college. I was searching for a definitive summer soundtrack in these songs, and I almost found it. The duel vocal style (between Justin Wiley and Jessica Leplon) doesn't always work, but when it does, the magic is there, like on the climactic one-two punch of "Bring Me Home" and "Heaven or Hell." Leplon occasionally oversings, and Wiley falls into generic pop-punk tendencies, but each gets one moment of perfection that shows off the massive potential inherent in this band. First is "The Time It Takes To Grow," a wistful farewell to summer love and possibility that rings with a gorgeous, dusky atmosphere. Wiley drops his pop-star charade, exchanging it for a more weathered, folk-driven vocal style, and the result is stunning. "I Know You Know" is almost as good, a crushing vocal tour-de-force from Leplon that makes all of her excesses feel forgivable. Two perfect songs don't make an album, but for this one, surrounded by a bunch of tracks that I like but don't quite love, they were enough to keep me coming back - even when records I liked more back in the day have faded a bit.
Key Tracks: "Jennesea," "The Time it Takes to Grow," "I Know You Know"
The Honorable Mentions
Bruce Springsteen gave fans an embarrassment of riches with The Promise, a collection of b-sides and leftovers from the Darkness on the Edge of Town sessions that stretches on for two discs. Since the songs are way older than the year, I never felt comfortable including it in the body of the list, but with songs as good as the title track or the alternate take of "Racing in the Street," it's easily a highlight of the year.
Hellogoodbye and Steel Train both released exquisitely well-crafted collections of pop-rock. Steel Train's finest songs ("Bullet," "Fall Asleep") landed it on my list the first time around, but I have only revisited the full album once or twice since. I wouldn't have felt right about splitting the two albums up.
Stars and LCD Soundsystem each released inconsistent works that, at their best, could easily have been with the upper echelons of this list. But filler material dictated that I had to leave them off.
I heard Locksley for the first time when they opened for a pair of Butch Walker shows in May of 2010. Their album, called Be In Love, was made up of the same kind of Beatles pop that Butch traded in on his album (see above), and was one of the last records I had to cut from the list.
Kings of Leon lost a lot of their radio appeal with Come Around Sundown, an attempt to return to their roots in southern rock, alt-country, and Eagles-esque Americana that most critics lambasted. But the songs are catchy and soulful, and "Back Down South" might be the best thing they've written.
The Maine released a fun album of throwaway pop music whose finest moments ("Growing Up," "Inside of You," "Saving Grace") became big summer soundtrack staples, but whose whole was less than the sum of its parts.
Ray LaMontagne and Jakob Dylan both released stellar traditional folk albums. I never listened to either enough to merit them a place in the top 25, but perhaps I should make a note to revisit them.
The Rocket Summer released a bloated album of piano-driven rock music. I've never been a big fan of Bryce Avary's voice, but Of Men and Angels is undeniably well-crafted.
Matt White and Maroon 5 were poster-boys for catchy pop melodies and albums with a few emotionally striking moments thrown in for good measure. "Out of Goodbyes" and "Falling in Love (With My Best Friend)" were two of my favorite songs of the year.
And Band of Horses traded a lot of their hipster appeal for alt-country textures on Infinite Arms, but also soundtracked a lot of night drives for me along the way. I can't wait to see what they do or where they go next.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
On the majestic, bombastic sounds of the summer album...
*I wrote most of this in a one-night creative/nostalgic burst that I had earlier this spring, back when the weather first started to warm up and summertime seemed imminent. I left it behind, thinking it was unfinished, but I read it over and liked it to much not to put it up.
It happens every spring: as inevitably as the blooming of the trees, as sure as that first 60 degree day, where myself and thousands of others jump the gun, throw on shorts and a t-shirt, and roll down the windows in the car, pretending like it's May or June instead of March or April. I am speaking, of course, of my tendency to anticipate summer through music. And it always happens on nights like this: nights where a warm breeze blows through the trees, nights where the ghost of winter finally lifts, disappears, and is replaced by evocative smells and rivers of nostalgia; it happens on nights where my neighbors shoot off fireworks and scream in celebration at two in the morning, on nights where the people on the porch across the street drink beer and shout through their intoxication, and on nights where those things, for whatever reason, don't bother me, where I realize (to quote The Dangerous Summer's "I Will Stay"), "oh my God, it's almost summer."
Summer music is my favorite kind of music: I don't know why that is, but it's most certainly true. Every year, most of my favorite albums seem to drop in the summer (last year, I believe eight of my top ten came into my life between leaving school in the spring and returning in the fall); so many of my favorite songs or records recall glorious moments of summers gone by. And every year in recent memory, it hasn't felt like spring or summer until I've given some solid play time to a few key records. The most obvious is Jack's Mannequin and Everything in Transit, with its whirlwind depiction of a California summer and its power-pop aesthetic. It's a record that has served as soundtrack for a lot of important moments in my life over the past few years, and which has even served as a welcoming committee of sorts for Earth's most flawless season. This record has an interesting connection to the summers that followed my two freshman years: first, when I was fifteen years old, I was a year late to the party (Transit released the summer before), but that turned out to be okay, because the season that it did end up soundtracking instead was remarkable. I still remember long evening runs on the golf course near my house, with the sun setting over the hills and the sounds of that album blasting through my headphones. Andrew McMahon has a lot to say about being young and completely alive on Everything in Transit, and that was a theme that I related to that summer and during every single one after it. The other freshman year, the college one, included probably the most definitive experience I ever had with the album (which, for a record that had been one of my all-time favorites for four years at that point, was saying something). It was two years ago this month, and I'd just wrapped up the last exam of my first year in college. The weather was glorious, with sun streaming down from the sky and the temperature rising. And when everything was packed and I'd checked out of the dorm, I got in my car, scrolled through my iPod, and picked this album out. What followed remains one of my most fondly recalled road trips: the weather, the music, the anticipation to be going home for the entire summer, it all made me feel immortal: it was a great start to what turned out to be the best summer of my life.
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But even though it might always be the definitive summer record for me, Everything in Transit is merely one of many that fit that qualification. Perhaps the first was either Counting Crows' Hard Candy or Sister Hazel's Chasing Daylight: I don't quite recall which I snagged first, but I know for certain that both came into my life in the summer of 2004, and both were instrumental in shaping my love for music: they're still among my all-time favorites. Hard Candy has probably the best summer bookend lyrics out there: "Up All Night" and the line "we could drive out to the dunes tonight, 'cause summer's almost here" still drives my anticipation for the season to a fever pitch when the temperature starts to warm up, and the part in "Miami" that goes "the bus is running, it's time to leave/this summer's gone, so are we" transformed the song into my definitive, bittersweet end-of-summer ceremonial for years on end. But after those two came along, there were plenty more to come, and I can still hear pieces of my past in each of them: childhood memories echoing through The Wallflowers' Bringing Down the Horse and Third Eye Blind's self-titled album; a perfect family vacation in the strains of Better Than Ezra's Before the Robots; the angsty remains of my first summer with a job and a car in Safetysuit's Life Left to Go; the duality of the summer that followed my graduation, the balance between victory and uncertainty, unbridled freedom and fear of what my life would bring, and of course, day and night, represented by Mat Kearney's City of Black and White and The Dangerous Summer's Reach for the Sun; the first love that I discovered to the final two tracks of Dashboard Confessional's Dusk and Summer; and, though it seems like it was only a couple of months ago, last summer, completely encompassed in the flow of The Dangerous Summer's War Paint.
All of those records have played a massive role in my life, and each is at least partially responsible for my infatuation with this so-called "summer music," but even after getting the "soundtracks" out of the way, there has still been so much more: the boozy bombast of The Hold Steady's Boys & Girls in America, the soaring voice of Chad Perrone, on his solo records and on Drawn to Revolving Doors with his old band Averi, which still take me back to the beginning of summer 2010; a slew of classics from last year, from the lovelorn pop symphonies of Matt Nathanson and Mat Kearney, to the dusky jams of The Damnwells' No One Listens to the Band Anymore; from the immaculate midnight atmospherics of Bon Iver's last record, all the way to Butch Walker's The Spade, which played as soundtrack for my farewell from town at the end of last summer, and will do the opposite upon my return for this one. And of course, there's Springsteen: Born to Run, which hardly left my stereo for the entire spring of my senior year of high school, soundtracked my graduation, and remained in constant rotation all summer long, and The Wild, The Innocent, The E-Street Shuffle, which is about as perfect an inaugural summer record as any I know.
When I look back at the summers of my life, I do so through the eyes of the songs that latched themselves onto moments from each and immortalized them. When I hear these records, they take me back to hundreds of reflective late night drives, to every brilliant moment spent outside in the glorious weather, enjoying the company of the people I love, and cherishing every splendid moment. I don't know what this summer will bring: I know that it could very well be one of the last I spend in my hometown, this place where I grew up and where so many amazing moments of my life have played out. If it is the last one, if a big chapter of my life ends in four months time, I can only hope that it's one of the greatest as well. And whatever record that comes along to encapsulate that? It's going to be one that I treasure for the rest of my life.
It happens every spring: as inevitably as the blooming of the trees, as sure as that first 60 degree day, where myself and thousands of others jump the gun, throw on shorts and a t-shirt, and roll down the windows in the car, pretending like it's May or June instead of March or April. I am speaking, of course, of my tendency to anticipate summer through music. And it always happens on nights like this: nights where a warm breeze blows through the trees, nights where the ghost of winter finally lifts, disappears, and is replaced by evocative smells and rivers of nostalgia; it happens on nights where my neighbors shoot off fireworks and scream in celebration at two in the morning, on nights where the people on the porch across the street drink beer and shout through their intoxication, and on nights where those things, for whatever reason, don't bother me, where I realize (to quote The Dangerous Summer's "I Will Stay"), "oh my God, it's almost summer."
Summer music is my favorite kind of music: I don't know why that is, but it's most certainly true. Every year, most of my favorite albums seem to drop in the summer (last year, I believe eight of my top ten came into my life between leaving school in the spring and returning in the fall); so many of my favorite songs or records recall glorious moments of summers gone by. And every year in recent memory, it hasn't felt like spring or summer until I've given some solid play time to a few key records. The most obvious is Jack's Mannequin and Everything in Transit, with its whirlwind depiction of a California summer and its power-pop aesthetic. It's a record that has served as soundtrack for a lot of important moments in my life over the past few years, and which has even served as a welcoming committee of sorts for Earth's most flawless season. This record has an interesting connection to the summers that followed my two freshman years: first, when I was fifteen years old, I was a year late to the party (Transit released the summer before), but that turned out to be okay, because the season that it did end up soundtracking instead was remarkable. I still remember long evening runs on the golf course near my house, with the sun setting over the hills and the sounds of that album blasting through my headphones. Andrew McMahon has a lot to say about being young and completely alive on Everything in Transit, and that was a theme that I related to that summer and during every single one after it. The other freshman year, the college one, included probably the most definitive experience I ever had with the album (which, for a record that had been one of my all-time favorites for four years at that point, was saying something). It was two years ago this month, and I'd just wrapped up the last exam of my first year in college. The weather was glorious, with sun streaming down from the sky and the temperature rising. And when everything was packed and I'd checked out of the dorm, I got in my car, scrolled through my iPod, and picked this album out. What followed remains one of my most fondly recalled road trips: the weather, the music, the anticipation to be going home for the entire summer, it all made me feel immortal: it was a great start to what turned out to be the best summer of my life.
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But even though it might always be the definitive summer record for me, Everything in Transit is merely one of many that fit that qualification. Perhaps the first was either Counting Crows' Hard Candy or Sister Hazel's Chasing Daylight: I don't quite recall which I snagged first, but I know for certain that both came into my life in the summer of 2004, and both were instrumental in shaping my love for music: they're still among my all-time favorites. Hard Candy has probably the best summer bookend lyrics out there: "Up All Night" and the line "we could drive out to the dunes tonight, 'cause summer's almost here" still drives my anticipation for the season to a fever pitch when the temperature starts to warm up, and the part in "Miami" that goes "the bus is running, it's time to leave/this summer's gone, so are we" transformed the song into my definitive, bittersweet end-of-summer ceremonial for years on end. But after those two came along, there were plenty more to come, and I can still hear pieces of my past in each of them: childhood memories echoing through The Wallflowers' Bringing Down the Horse and Third Eye Blind's self-titled album; a perfect family vacation in the strains of Better Than Ezra's Before the Robots; the angsty remains of my first summer with a job and a car in Safetysuit's Life Left to Go; the duality of the summer that followed my graduation, the balance between victory and uncertainty, unbridled freedom and fear of what my life would bring, and of course, day and night, represented by Mat Kearney's City of Black and White and The Dangerous Summer's Reach for the Sun; the first love that I discovered to the final two tracks of Dashboard Confessional's Dusk and Summer; and, though it seems like it was only a couple of months ago, last summer, completely encompassed in the flow of The Dangerous Summer's War Paint.
All of those records have played a massive role in my life, and each is at least partially responsible for my infatuation with this so-called "summer music," but even after getting the "soundtracks" out of the way, there has still been so much more: the boozy bombast of The Hold Steady's Boys & Girls in America, the soaring voice of Chad Perrone, on his solo records and on Drawn to Revolving Doors with his old band Averi, which still take me back to the beginning of summer 2010; a slew of classics from last year, from the lovelorn pop symphonies of Matt Nathanson and Mat Kearney, to the dusky jams of The Damnwells' No One Listens to the Band Anymore; from the immaculate midnight atmospherics of Bon Iver's last record, all the way to Butch Walker's The Spade, which played as soundtrack for my farewell from town at the end of last summer, and will do the opposite upon my return for this one. And of course, there's Springsteen: Born to Run, which hardly left my stereo for the entire spring of my senior year of high school, soundtracked my graduation, and remained in constant rotation all summer long, and The Wild, The Innocent, The E-Street Shuffle, which is about as perfect an inaugural summer record as any I know.
When I look back at the summers of my life, I do so through the eyes of the songs that latched themselves onto moments from each and immortalized them. When I hear these records, they take me back to hundreds of reflective late night drives, to every brilliant moment spent outside in the glorious weather, enjoying the company of the people I love, and cherishing every splendid moment. I don't know what this summer will bring: I know that it could very well be one of the last I spend in my hometown, this place where I grew up and where so many amazing moments of my life have played out. If it is the last one, if a big chapter of my life ends in four months time, I can only hope that it's one of the greatest as well. And whatever record that comes along to encapsulate that? It's going to be one that I treasure for the rest of my life.
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