"Loving a music man ain't always what it's supposed to be," Journey's
Steve Perry once sang, in the middle of "Faithfully," the best of all
the 1980s power ballads. That might seem like a weird place to start a
review for a folk/alt-country record, but it's fitting for David
Ramirez, who has often written powerfully and thoughtfully about the
toll that life on the road can have on personal relationships. "Stick
Around," the best song from David's 2012 LP Apologies, hit upon
this subject with particular eloquence: "Maybe I go caused I'm chasing
something/Maybe I go because something is chasing me/Maybe I leave
because I've yet to find someone/To look me in the face and say, 'stick
around.'" In between mentions of logging 160,000 miles on the highway
in four years time, and singing to rooms full of strangers, Ramirez hit
upon the ultimate dilemma for a touring musician: is it better to give
up your personal life? Miss out on falling in love? Forsake your
family members? Or is it better for you give up on your dream and your
passion instead?
Those dilemmas are blown up to album-length struggles on Fables,
the third full-length album from Ramirez, and a record destined to be
one of the year's most criminally overlooked. According to a recent
piece published by the Wall Street Journal—alongside a stream of the new record—Ramirez noted that Fables is
a record about his relationship with his girlfriend. The relationship,
which is described in the WSJ article as "serious," grounds the album
in a very personal and autobiographical place, and also begs the
question: has Ramirez found that person he sung about on "Stick
Around"? That person who can "look him in the face" and ask him to
stay?
That's the question Ramirez seems to be struggling with on Fables,
and it imbues these 10 songs with a certain weight or tension that you
don't often hear on albums about falling in love. Because unlike
before, Ramirez now has a reason to stay and something to lose, and his
songs gain new levels of vulnerability and intimacy as a result.
"Harder to Lie" is the album's heart and soul, a song about falling in
love, letting your guard down, and learning to be accountable to
another person. "I fed you fables and fooled you with words from my
tongue/Tryin' to make you think I was a better man than I was/But if
you're asking me now, I'll tell you the truth/It's getting harder and
harder to lie to you." Falling in love with someone means pulling down
all of the walls that are between you. The more time you spend
romantically entangled with someone, the clearer they see you for who
you really are. So when Ramirez sings "it's getting harder and harder
to lie to you," it's not with regret that he can't fool his significant
other anymore, but with realization that he's about to let down his
last defenses and let someone in.
So much music is written about love, break-ups, and relationships that
we can sometimes forget how great those types of songs or albums can be
when they are done right. Fables is absolutely a "relationship
album," but it's far from a collection of romantic platitudes or
sad-person breakup confessionals. Instead of looking at the blacks and
whites of love, Fables explores the many greys, examining
relationships and the people in them with mature and complex songs that
often examine the fearful side of falling in love. Because if you think
about it, completely letting your guard down for another person is the
scariest thing you can ever do. There are so many things that can go
against you, so many things that can go wrong. What if they don't feel
the same way? What if you build something up together only to watch it
burn to the ground later? What if you aren't the kind of person who can
commit? What if the other person isn't who they say they are?
Ultimately, Fables is about the different kinds of fear and
doubt that can manifest themselves as you fall for someone else.
"Harder to Lie" is sung from the perspective of a narrator who is
afraid he won't be able to change his nature to be the man his lover
deserves. "On Your Side" plays out as one side of a conversation
between a man and the woman he cares for—a woman who, I presume, has
been abused in past relationships. "When you look at my face, do you
see the enemy?/Someone dark, selfish, and unkind?/Or can you hear my
heart and believe it when I say/‘I am on your side’," Ramirez sings,
this time as the member of the relationship who is on the other side
of the fear. The rollicking "That Ain't Love" is also on the other
side of the fear, with Ramirez damning a significant other for "living
life like you're in danger of taking somebody's name." But perhaps most
effective is "How Do You Get 'Em Back," a gorgeous church-like hymn
wherein the narrator fears what might become of him if his lover walks
away for good. "I'm losing my mind, ‘cause I'm losing my girl/She's a
delicate flower in a desolate world" Ramirez cries over a climactic
drum-led crescendo, before ending the song with a rhetorical question
left floating in the air: "How do you get 'em back, when they say 'this
is the last time'?/How do you make it last when they're gone?"
Most of Fables (as well as much of David's earlier work) is slow
acoustic fare, with Ryan Adams being the clearest influence. (In fact,
the album's weakest song, "Wild Bones," may well have been borrowed
from Ryan Adams' closet, circa Love is Hell.) But with Noah
Gundersen in the producer's chair, Ramirez commits to fleshing out his
sound in new and exciting ways. Just as Gundersen made the switch from
all-acoustic to full-band on this year's Carry the Ghost, he
helps Ramirez to build his songs out with big '70s-style electric
guitars, rhythmically dynamic drum parts, color-adding bass lines,
weeping pedal steel, and even a few flourishes of synth. As a result,
Ramirez is able to take his songs to places they've never gone before,
as with the Leonard Cohen-esque opening track, "Communion," which builds
from a quiet slow-burn into an extended arena-ready instrumental
section. "New Way of Living" and "How Do You Get 'Em Back" use the full
band to deliver similarly impressive crescendos, while "That Ain't
Love" and "Hold On" are confident rockers—the latter sounding destined
to be the big showstopper finale on David's next tour.
Then there's "Ball and Chain," which combines the albums themes and
full-band textures into what might well be the quintessential David
Ramirez song. "God bless the man behind the microphone, goddamn that
silver ball and chain," he sings in the chorus, revisiting the love and
loathing for his profession that he revealed on "Stick Around." But
where that song was a picture of where Ramirez was three years ago, with
no one to get him to stay, "Ball and Chain" is a portrait of where he
is now, when leaving to go on tour and be the troubadour he’s always
been might compromise the life he’s begun building at home. "I refuse to
be letters on a marquee," he declares boldly as the song barrels into
yet another big emotional climax, "Refuse to be buried on that
bandstand." This song, it seems, is the conclusion of the story that
Ramirez began on Apologies. In fact, it would almost be easy to
read those final lines as a retirement statement, though I don’t expect
Ramirez is ready to hang up his guitar just yet. Instead, "Ball and
Chain" plays like a vow to be more than just "the man behind the
microphone." It’s a declaration from Ramirez that instead of choosing
between his personal life and his passion, he's going to have both. And
based on how much of a leap Fables is compared to his past material, that decision is only going to make him a better songwriter.
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