As I’ve gotten older, I’ve really moved from the “quality, not quantity”
mantra of listening to new music to…well, the “quality and quantity”
mantra of listening to new music. In this year’s first quarter alone, I
listened to 76 new albums, many of which I loved enough to drop into
regular rotation. That’s not how it used to be, though. Back when I was
in high school, I devoted a near tunnel-vision level of focus to finding
the “life soundtrack” albums, the records that I would fall in love
with and play multiple times a day, every day, for months on end. In the
fall of 2007, my junior year of high school and a very exciting time in
my life, I had probably five different albums that were hitting that
particular spot for me. One was Jimmy Eat World’s Chase This Light,
the follow-up to one of my favorite records ever and a release I’d been
anticipating with endless zeal for years. Another was Matt Nathanson’s Some Mad Hope, a record I bought somewhat on a whim while on a class trip and quickly fell in love with. Springsteen’s Magic and the Once
soundtrack were in rotation as well, but the fifth LP from that season –
and arguably the one I connected with the most at the time – was Cigarettes & Gasoline, the first solo album from Emerson Hart of the 90s one hit wonder band, Tonic.
For whatever reason, I’ve never really connected with the albums that
Tonic made, either in the 90s when they were sort of popular (thanks to
“If You Could Only See,” a song that frankly sounds like it couldn’t
have possibly come out in any year besides 1997) or in the 2000s when
they were distinctly unpopular. But right from the moment I heard Cigarettes & Gasoline,
I knew it was different. Here was a record that was special and
distinct from those made by the other “washed up” former 90s stars (most
of whom, I should say, I still listen to anyway). Hart had a knack for
melodies that put him in the ranks of pop-rock’s finest, but the album’s
charms weren’t simply related to its musical memorability. On the
contrary, Cigarettes & Gasoline hit hard because, at its
core, it was an album that Hart had written to deal with the death of
his father. Not every song was an overt eulogy, with only the slow-burn
closing title track directly broaching the subject by name. But other
tunes on the record, from the soaring nostalgia of “Flyin’” to the
elegiac “Friend to a Stranger,” pulsed with the same unendurable pain
and unimpeachable memory, and the record has continued to resonate with
me through the years because of those weighty themes.
For all of the reasons laid forth above, I was elated when Beauty in Disrepair,
the long-overdue sophomore solo record from Hart, arrived in my inbox
this past winter. Here was an album I’d been waiting to hear for six and
a half years, and in a time when most bands release new records every
year or two, that wait felt like eternity. In fact, it had been so long
and I had built Cigarettes & Gasoline up to be such a legacy record in mind that, on my first listens, Beauty in Disrepair
failed to make any sort of connection. This was the record that I’d
been waiting for since I was a junior in high school? This collection
for slick, faintly generic major-label pop rock tunes? And indeed, the
songs on Beauty in Disrepair aren’t nearly as weighty as they
were last time around. Luckily though, Hart’s gift for melody is
absolutely still intact, and from the propulsive lead-off track “The
Best That I Can Give” to the wistful pre-release single “To Be Young,”
the best songs here feel like old friends from the get-go.
On Cigarettes & Gasoline, the best tracks were the ballads,
most of which I mentioned above: the title track, “Flyin’,” “Vanity,”
“Green Hill Race for California,” etc. Here, things get turned around a
bit, with the finest moments coming in the form of big sing-along pop
songs. “The Best That I Can Give” is one of them, and it’s hardly
surprising that the song is Hart’s most promising play for radio
recognition since Tonic’s early days. The rousing “Hurricane” is
another, with a gang vocal refrain that pushes the tune toward the
heavens. Hart’s songwriting may not connect here quite like it did on
the first solo record, but he’s definitely improved as a vocalist, and
these songs work almost solely because of his pristine high tenor voice.
Hell, even when the lyrical messages are pretty generic and
run-of-the-mill (as on the closing carpe diem hymn that is “The Lines”),
Hart’s impassioned, heart-on-the-sleeve vocal delivery holds everything
together.
The lyrics, though, are definitely the most frustrating aspect of Beauty in Disrepair.
Perhaps it’s because I’ve gotten older or maybe because this record
doesn’t have the same powerful central theme that its predecessor did,
but there are a few too many occasions here where it seems as if Hart is
just phoning it in on the lyrical front. Take “Mostly Grey,” an
otherwise lovely adult contemporary ballad that would probably have done
great on the radio circa 2003. The song works thanks to lush
instrumentation and an interesting chord progression, straddling a line
between major and minor that allows the music to feel in turns both
downtrodden and uplifting. The lyrics, though, seem only to speak in
broad generalizations and emotive clichés, and that fact greatly
diminishes the song’s lasting value. Something like “I used to know the
taste of tears/I found a way to sell my fears” isn’t necessarily a bad
line by itself, but without the specificity that made Cigarettes & Gasoline
such an exceptional and personal record, it sort of feels like an
autopilot moment with no real meaning - even though the song and the
record were allegedly written in the wake of Hart's divorce.
But Hart is far from a weak lyricist. He proved that on Cigarettes & Gasoline
when he was writing emotionally harrowing songs about kite-flying
nostalgia and “trolling the ocean” for the soul of his father, and he
proves it here whenever he delves a bit beyond the surface. On
“Hallway,” for instance, an heartbreaking tune about living life through
the photographs hanging on the wall, he knocks it out of the park.
Still, after such a stellar solo debut, not to mention the six and a
half years it took to get a follow-up, it’s hard not to wish that Hart
gave us a more substantial window into his life with this record. The
release materials for Beauty in Disrepair include a quote from
Hart saying that the album was “born out of stuff I don’t want anyone
else to say,” but too often on this record, he doesn’t seem ready to say
those things himself either. It’s an enjoyable album thanks to the
melodies and vocals alone, but it only rarely transcends mere
prettiness, which is a shame coming from a songwriter I hold in such
high esteem.
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